Her Story (Miscarriage)

Baby

(Miscarriage)

I remember it all as if it happened just an hour ago. I was shocked when I got the news and for a moment there I thought I was dreaming. I was going to have a human being inside of me and I kept wondering if you would make me do weird or crazy stuff like I did with my mother. Another additional member to our family, my joy, another piece of my whole heart my everything. The joy and happiness I had was overwhelming and I remember how I'd trace my hand on my stomach and talk to you and just like you were taken away from me
all I did all I did
Just to trace and talk to you
It was for a short while but you had became everything then, the pain still haunts me and the wounds as fresh as they are even today , the gap you left in me seems to be getting deeper and deeper.
I still wonder why I was denied the chance to hold you and love you endlessly
I still wonder how I mean the doctors said you were okay
Was I not careful enough?
But I promise you to never fail your unborn siblings like I did with you
Always know you'll always be my first

Love
Mom